Was having a gers tok agn wid my mum and sis jus now =) Feels good to be back at home. Ok it's a mix feeling cos sometimes i really hated being at home and sometimes I do not realise tt i miss home until the time i reach my doorstep. Heh! I'm fickle but I dun care!

Anw, our topic was --- AIDS. Yeah =D Cute rite? A mum and 2 daughters toking abt AIDS. yeah cos she wanted to share wid us stories of how some pitiful women contracted AIDS from f***ing bastard men(i'm sorry for tt words usage, I apologize for tt!)

One story involves an air stewardess and an ang moh pilot and another was 2 tai tais going for massage when they were overseas. Ok on both occasions, the gers have a part to play too! I understand tt in this cases, it takes two hands to clap. If tt air stewardess and taitais didn't agree to it, they wouldn't have gotten AIDS. Although I do pity them, it kinda comes with a little of the "serve them rite" attitude too, I'm sorry. Yah and my mum said e ger was v "hiao"(vain and flirt). Even so, i still thot tt the angmoh pilot is a god damn bastard cos he was fully aware of his own condition and aft having sex with the ger, he told her tt he wans to haf sex wid all the Chinese gers and make them join his AIDS community! WTH!

Anw, my mum continued on wid stories of how majority of ang mohs r horny bastards esp during parties and tt the western culture is too "open-minded" for us to adapt. She related several incidents to us, some of which happened to her colleages. Although it happened a long time ago, the species of people involved, i guess, doesn't differ tt much! She told us abt how they will get gers to drink alot, make them drunk and rape them! GROSS! In the end, the ones that loses out are always the gers!

Look at this astonishing thing i found!!!!
Source:http://gssq.blogspot.com/2007/10/my-father-hated-radio-and-could-not.html


"You may think that he/she is a faithful partner. Think again?... 49% of the NUS students are sexually active. Out of which, 32% have multiple partners. -NUS Survey"
Yup it was on a recent exhibit at AS6 walkway by CNM students. I got this photo from another source(i quoted so it's not plagiarism!!! Haha), didn't snap this myself. I was really shocked! In other words, that means that 1 out of 2 of ur frens in NUS are sexually active? =O OMG! Hmmm *ponder* Wad can I say? Well I shd haf long accepted the fact tt some uni folks are not as nice as they seem to be, their dark secrets are well kept I muz say... Or maybe it's jus me who is practically stupid enuff not to noe? I did a socio essay abt sex tourism end of last yr and the research plus interviews really took me thru alot of emotional traumas. Ok maybe I'll talk about this in another blog entry... Way too much to say, but in summary it jus make me more disappointed/disgusted with males and less confident of my own happiness...

Wad's up wid the ang mohs u may ask? Ahaha cos Ryan called me up suddenly and ask if I was in hall, he wanted to drop by and say 'hi' cos he was at Arts. So how is it linked? I told my mum who called --- Ryan, a caucasian and she was like 'heh, he called from States'? 'NO!' Further explanation: Ryan is Andy's gd fren from LA studying in Hawaii wid Andy whom I was suppose to contact aft I came back from Hawaii cos he is on exchange to NUS which I totally forgot to do so until last fri =P yeah and it happened tt he's got a "CEO" party last nite, so naturally I was invited but I didn't attend cos i kinda hmm u noe, not a fan of beer and wild parties =) --- I told my mum tt! Yup tt started the horny ang moh party animal topic~

Oh ya and I can't go partly also bcos I had to go for vaccination this morning for my Cambodia trip. 3 jabs man it was super painful tt i nearly fainted! My arms are aching like crazy and I feel so weak now =( Oh the nurse thr was super nice =D It's a clinic at Bradell, near my home. The bill came to $85 for 3 jabs (OMG damn painful!) but I was told by my other team mates that it cost only $77. Initially I forgot maybe cos i was to tired to tink abt it and took out my wallet, ready to make payment. The nurse then explained tt a group of other students came last wk and had the same jabs at $77 bcos the doc charged them the wrong price! Heh? Wad abt me? I'm part of them! She smiled and went on to explain further. Actually in my mind I thot it's ok la i'm gonna pay $85 but with Jasmine's Mummy ard, tt's not gonna happen =D I have to try asking for discount since everyone else got it! Haha so the kind nurse offered to help me ask the doc to charge me the same price. V nice rite? N the best thing was tt she suceeded! It was really nice of her cos she really cld haf jus ignored me and invoice for an $85!

Anw, I happen to haf a chance to tok to 2 guys about relationships ytd. Haha really enlightening and funny at the same time =) It was nice toking to them abt such stuff bcos it gives me an insight to MARS! If u din catch tt, it's cos men are from mars! Get it? =P

One of them is dating a girl and it's looking really positive. It's super funny cos I can totally see the excitement on his face when he toks abt her and his retarded "fa hua chi" face doesn't help! I feel really happy for him cos he's a really really nice nice nice fellow. Nicest guy i've known so far, really! One of my very few close guy family frens ard. Glad tt we got to know each other and I hope he doesn't zhong ser qing you in future! =P *Muz rem the times tt i consoled u when u failed umpteen times going aft gers k!* N choi! I said choi but if ya ger is to ditch u i'll still be thr to console u k! No worries* (I know u wun be reading this la =P) All the best bro!

Another is a nice guy too but a little passive and sometimes has weird thinkings. He was telling me abt how the gers he likes always dun like him. Why is it so difficult for him to find a gf. All the gers he went aft rejected him! Opps. The funny thing is that he has got quite alot of gers who secretly admire(or so to say, openly like) him! I'm sure of tt but he jus claim tt he doesn't like them although he did try to know them better. Alrite... He also tok quite a bit about cliche love theories e.g. "Everyone wans to be the one to be loved more!" Yes i agree grumpy old man ahaha at some point of time I really thot he sounded like one cos he's like, complaining!

Somehow, one of reference he made to the love life of the late President Mr Ong Teng Cheong struck me quite deeply. Yeah.. indeed I share the same sentiments as him in view of tt but sometimes, things jus wun turn out the way u wan it to be...

Hmmm guess tt's jus life! For example, u meet someone who's like "eh, tis person not bad =]" BUT "sheese attached =\" or aft u get to noe the person better "eh thr's tis part tt i can't accept..." "Haiz nvm" so u move on...

Maybe it's jus a different mentality people have of love? It's difficult to find someone whom u love, loves u in return and whom u can communicate freely, stay loyal to each other, accommodate each other, stick to each other thru good and bad times. Sounds hard doesn't it? The fact that people nowadays are becoming "really scary" (in terms of character) doesn't help at all!

Sometimes it jus take tt little more effort to find your ONE. U'll noe it when u've found him/her and the funny thing is that he/she may not even know tt u'r his/her ONE! Once u'r sure, be sure not to let it go! Enlighten him/her if necessary! =)

That said, I wish that all my single frens will find their happiness soon (ok myself not excluded =P) and for those already attached, stay blissed! n_n